A choice.

There's a bbq. Welcome to the new/farewell to old Managers. Thingy. I felt very offended at first, I don't really know why - it's at the house of one of the people who gave me a really hard time towards the end. It feels scary. I am still angry about it all.
I have to decide whether or not to go.
I think I will go.
I don't have to stay long. There's a film on that evening. That can be my excuse to leave.
I think I should go. It was my job after all, for a long time. I think I will go.